Hi Mummas. Not too much to write this week other than we hope to see you tomorrow at Kawana Island Meeting Place at 10am for a one hour class. We will be continuing to strengthen our abdominal muscles over the next ten weeks as well as our back and legs (I don't know about you, but my legs felt like jelly after being pregnant for 9 months!). For flexibility we will focus on hips, hamstrings and spine - my lower back is still letting me know it needs some love from all the nappy changes and cuddles (oh, love those cuddles so much!). And our meditation will be on the heart centre so that we can top-up our own cup before being of service to others. Please check out the schedule and the prices here and Xavier and I will see if not tomorrow, over the next ten weeks. Much love, Cath xx
Below is the practice we will be kicking off with tomorrow.
The Yoga Pod Sunshine Coast
Monday 16 July 2018
Monday 25 June 2018
Beyond Union
The definition of the word yoga is one that
has many layers. When you ask most
people involved in yoga the definition of the word they often say “union”. And yes, one of the meanings of the word yoga
(which is a Sanskrit word derived from the root word yuj) is “to bring two
things together, to meet, to unite” (Desikachar, 1980). Another meaning has
similarities to the definition of samādhi which is “to converge the movement of
the mind” (Desikachar, 1980), that is to bring the mind to a single point of focus. A further definition offered by Desikachar in
his book Religiousness in Yoga is “to reach a point we have not reached
before”. In line with this, another
definition is offered – “to act in a particular way with all of our attention
focused upon that action” (Desikachar, 1980). And finally, one that is
often not discussed is “to be one with ‘God’” or the movement towards
understanding something higher than ourselves (Desikachar, 1980).
"Another important aspect of yoga has to do with action. Yoga also means "to act in a particular way with all of our attention focused upon that action." " ~ Desikachar, Religiousness in Yoga.
Let’s go back to the definition “to reach a
point we have not reached before”. This
movement from point A to point B is something we can relate to in all aspects
of life and what we can reflect, experience and explore in our yoga practice
through āsana, prānāyāma and meditation.
From week one we have been slowly developing our abdominal strength and
gradually intensifying our two goal postures: urdhva prasrta padāsana and navāsana. Now at week five, we can feel how our
strength has improved because the postures have developed to demand more from the body and
yet we can perform them with ease.
We have also been working on gradually
exploring the subtlety of the breath. We
have done this by first noticing the breath, then introducing the inhale and
exhale technique and extending upon this with the addition of breath
retention. Through this steady approach
to exploring the body and the breath we have had opportunity along the way to
reflect upon the changes.
We have been bringing this altogether at
the end of each class with a meditation to sharpen the mind’s attention. Over the five weeks, the meditation has
become more refined to build the mind’s ability to focus intently on a single
point. If we allow ourselves time to
reflect on how this five-week practice has impacted our body, breath and mind
we will notice that there has been a movement from one point to another.
Each practice I have designed with the
intention to encourage us to participate “…with all of our attention focused
upon that action”. This has been done
with each movement being anchored to the breath and by allowing the breath to
initiate the movement. As discussed in
my previous post by “consciously following the breath…we become one with the
movement” and to do this it requires our undivided attention (Desikachar, 1995). It also offers us a good
point of feedback because we will notice if the movement becomes mechanical
when the breath changes.
And finally, we may have had a glimpse in
this time of feeling in tune with something higher or beyond us. This often is experienced in our meditation
practice but can happen at any time. It
takes a certain awareness which is what is developed in our practice and
intensifies the more we practice or indeed perform our daily actions in a yoga
way. This is something that motherhood
has certainly helped me with – each moment is an opportunity to be fully
present with my son and to feel and be witness to something that seems beyond
this human experience.
This Tuesday will be our last class at
Bikram Yoga Kawana and we will be re-starting our Tuesday classes at Kawana
Island Meeting Place next school term.
Stay tuned via the blog and FaceBook (The Yoga Pod Sunshine Coast) for more
details.
Desikachar, T. K. V. (1980). Religiousness in Yoga: Lectures on Theory and Practice. United
States of America: University Press of America.
Desikachar, T. K. V. (1995). The Heart of Yoga: Developing a Personal
Practice. Vermont, United States: Inner Traditions International.
Sunday 17 June 2018
The Space Between
This week I thought it might be time to discover the space between the inhale and exhale. In Yoga this aspect of the breath - retention either after the inhalation or exhalation or both - is called kumbhaka prānāyāma. The beauty of this practice lies in its simplicity - at the end of the inhale or exhale we suspend the breath and the movement, and this must be done with care and attention. The concept of breath retention is used during āsana, prānāyāma or both to explore the idea of habit formation; to deepen our understanding and connection to our body, breath and mind; and to create that moment where the body and breath are still. It is therefore in this moment of stillness that we create space for the mind to be still. This is why it is important that breath retention is practiced mindfully so as not to disturb the breath, body, or mind. This concept is brought together in Patañjali-s Yoga Sūtra 1.31 which is a great summary tool to use throughout class to keep you on the right track.
In his book, Regliousness in Yoga, Desikachar discusses how we use the space between each movement and breath to help avoid habit-forming tendencies. The way he explains this is by using the example of raising the arms on the inhalation and pausing for 1-2 seconds before we lower the arms on the exhalation and pause for 1-2 seconds. If you do this movement so that the inhalation initiates and continues the movement of raising the arms, and likewise, the exhalation initiaties and continues the movement of lowering the arms then you are deeply connected and in control of the breath. Extending this connection and discipline to outside of the yoga practice your actions are done thoughtfully rather than out of habit.
The length of time we hold the breath is critical as it can determine the affect of the practice and whether it is reducing tension or building tension. If the breath retention is too long it will be evident in the breath itself. For example, over the past few weeks in class we have been inhaling and exhaling to a length of four seconds. If I was to ask you to hold either the inhale or exhale (or both) for four seconds you may find that you need to do a quick breath i.e. that you cannot sustain the four second inhale and exhale. Without this quick breath you may feel that your body will tremble or not be able to complete the āsana properly. This is the feedback that tells you you're not ready for this technique. Instead, allow yourself more time to develop the qualities of the breath in āsana we discussed last week (creating a smooth, long, subtle breath) before introducing the retention. So if you are practicing breath retention and either your inhalation or exhalation becomes disturbed then return your focus to maintaining the steady flow of inhale and exhale.
All of this information brings us to Patañjali sūtra 1.31 which says:
duhkha-daurmanasya-angamejayatva-śvāsa-praśvāsāh-viksepa-saha-bhuvah |
Frans Moor and Desikachar summarise this sūtra as: the symptoms of mental sufferings are mental discomfort, negative thinking, the inability to be at ease in different body postures, and difficulty in controlling ones breath. When we reflect on this sūtra in light of breath retention then duhkha (suffering) can be seen as an uneasiness in the body, the body no longer moves cohesively with the breath; daurmanasya (negative thinking) may arise in the form of frustration from not being able to maintain the desired qualities of the breath after retention; angamejayatva (physical agitation) is the response from the body such as trembling; and finally śvāsa-praśvāsāh (short, irregular, erratic breathing) is the disruption to the breath that the retention causes. Be aware when you are practicing that if you experience any of these symptoms they will contribute to agitating the mind which ultimately is moving away from the purpose of Yoga.
On Tuesday we will begin to explore breath retention in our prānāyāma and at the end of class the meditation will explore the concept of space. I hope you and your bubs can join me at Bikram Yoga Kawana, 11am. If you can't make it along to class, check out the practice below and try it at home.
Part (d) in the prānāyāma should read "Even length inhale + exhale x 6 (no hold)" |
Wednesday 6 June 2018
The Reflection of Our Mind
Over the past two weeks I have been
introducing the importance of moving with the breath during our āsana
practice. The importance of the breath
focus becomes apparent the more you practice yoga āsana in this way, and for me, it
became more apparent when I developed a personal home practice. The experience of practicing āsana
layered with the knowledge I learnt during my teacher training is part of the
reason I am so passionate about Yoga. Let’s investigate why we focus on the breath in class.
Xavier helping me write Week Three's practice...perhaps he's in a deep meditation?? |
T.K.V. Desikachar is the son of Tirumalai
Krishnamacharya who was an Acarya that passed on this understanding of Yoga to
many students including his son.
Desikachar has written a beautiful book called The Heart of Yoga and in this
he writes “Although it theoretically appears possible for the body, breath and
mind to work independent of one another, the purpose of yoga is to unify their
actions” (Desikachar, 1995). Okay, but why? Quite simply “The quality of our breath is
extremely important because it expresses our inner feelings…The breath is the
link between the inner and outer body.”
And as we will begin to discover, yoga is much more than āsana, yoga is a
system which helps us to understand life.
This is why the starting point of our yoga
practice begins with linking the breath and the body. To do this effectively we anchor the mind to
the breath and ask the mind to follow the breath during the movement – this is
the whole basis of āsana practice (Desikachar, 1995). We find the rhythm of our
breath at the beginning of class and continuously watch the breath throughout
the practice. Coordinating body &
breath requires a lot of attention from the mind and begins to teach the mind
to focus on a single point without distraction.
Enter meditation – by “consciously following the breath…we become one
with the movement” (Desikachar, 1995).
The breath is therefore your reference
point throughout your āsana practice. If
the quality of the breath changes from a gentle, quiet, smooth, subtle flow we
have disconnected from the body and are no longer practicing yoga. Keeping the mind connected to the breath and
observing without judgment is the art of practicing yoga.
So join me this coming Tuesday for Week
Three of the Mums and Bubs class at Bikram Yoga Kawana 11am. We will be further exploring the connection
of the breath to our movement and finishing class with a relaxation reflecting
on the quality and aspects of the breath. Continue practicing at home with the practice below.
I will leave you with one of my favourite
quotes from Desikachar:
“However beautifully we carry out an āsana,
however flexible our body may be, if we do not achieve the integration of body,
breath, and mind we can hardly claim that what we are doing is yoga. What is yoga after all? It is something that we experience inside,
deep within our being. Yoga is not an
external experience. In yoga we try in
every action to be as attentive as possible to everything we do. Yoga is different from dance or theatre. In yoga we are not creating something for
others to look at. As we perform the
various āsana-s we observe what we are doing and how we are doing it. We do it only for ourselves. We are both observer and what is being
observed at the same time. If we do not
pay attention to ourselves in our practice, then we cannot call it yoga” (Desikachar, 1995).
Desikachar, T. K. V. (1995). The Heart of Yoga: Developing a Personal Practice. Vermont, United
States: Inner Traditions International.
Monday 4 June 2018
Overused and Misunderstood?
This week I have decided to brave the waters of the cakra-s, well one cakra (mūlādhāra), but I hesitate to discuss or mention cakra-s in my teaching because my impression is that the word is overused, misunderstood and mispronouced (phonetically: it's not sharkra it's chuckra). And then there is the apprehension as to whether my understanding is adequate. When I embarked on the "yoga journey" I gobbled up anything and everything I read or heard and it wasn't until I started studying yoga with my teacher that I realised there is plenty of B.S. written and discussed in the yoga world by people with limited knowledge and understanding. Of course, the cakra-s are no exception and potentially one of the topics with the most B.S. surrounding them. Anyway, this my attempt at explaining mūlādhāra cakra and it's significance in our post-partum yoga practice.
Briefly, the cakra-s are energetic points in the body (not the physical body, the subtle body) where energy (prāna) is concentrated. These points in the body control how prāna flows throughout the whole body. A very short, two sentence explanation on what is prāna: prāna is our life energy, it is the life in every living thing. We cannot see or control prāna directly, instead we use techniques like prānāyāma to affect how well prāna flows in the body. In yogic physiology, at the junction points (cakra-s), if prāna is flowing well, then the body functions optimally.
The root cakra (known in sanskrit as mūlādhāra) assists in supporting conception, growth and nourishment of the baby. It is also the cakra which is related to our sense of self, our sense of belonging and considered the starting point of our spiritual development. It is located at the perineum for men and the cervix for women hence its connection to reproduction. Its associated element is Earth which means when it is functionally optimally we feel grounded and calm. The table at the end of this post summarises the different aspects of the cakra according to the yoga system. A great article on the cakra-s has been written by Dr David Frawley if you would like to read more.
Part of the post-partum āsana practice is to strengthen and support the abdominal muscles and the pelvic floor. With this area of the body being supported by mūlādhāra, we encourage prāna to concentrate here through āsana and prānāyāma techniques. Our final reflection in class this week will consolidate the āsana and prānāyāma and help stimulate this area of the body in a more subtle and powerful way. Below is the practice for you to continue at home. I hope you can join us tomorrow (Tuesday June 5th) 11am at Bikram Yoga Kawana.
Cakra |
Mūlādhārā
|
Meaning |
Mūla = root or
base.
Adhārā =
support.
Dha = to hold.
|
Element |
Earth element, prthvi.
|
Bija Mantra |
Lam (pronounced
“lum”).
|
Lotus Flower |
Four petals,
red.
|
Yantra/symbol |
The yantra =
yellow square.
In the middle of
symbol there is a red triangle pointing downwards.
|
Location |
Perineum (male)
or cervix (female).
|
Jnana Indriya |
Large intestine.
|
Developmental Stages |
Sense of
belonging, your tribe.
Psychological
interpretation – security, grounding, food, comfort. This is
important in 0-3y/o ~ important in development: sense of self, belonging,
security, attachment, fed, looked after, tribe, friends, belonging &
feeling safe.
|
Animal/Vehicle |
Seven trunked
elephant.
The seven trunks
are the seven cakra-s and the 7 minerals vital to the human body. E.g. calcium, copper, iodine, iron,
magnesium, manganese, potassium.
|
Tan Mantra & Karma Indriya |
Tan mantra
(sense) = smell & nose & secretion/excretory organs (large
intestines). Governs movement of the
legs.
|
Deity |
Brahman, the
creator (male deity). Dakini (female)
the goddess who controls the elements of the skin & the body.
|
Miscellaneous |
Ida, pingala
& sushumna originate from mūlādhārā cakra.
Kundalini
resides in this cakra.
|
Monday 28 May 2018
From One to Two
A little over 11 weeks ago I gave birth to Xavier Benjamin Tipman and what a journey motherhood has been so far (I know, I have a loooong way to go & no, don't worry this is not a rambling about my trials and tribulations). Shortly after coming home I got linked into Child Health Access in Maroochydore and enrolled in the Parenting Course they offer. This has been a great way for me to meet other Mum's who have bubs that are a similar age to Xavier and exchange ideas, share some of our struggles as well as our wins (we try to be happy for the Mum's whose babies are sleeping through the night!).
Xavier in his first few days of life and a very proud Mum and Dad. Thanks Darren Stockwell for our beautiful photo (http://www.darrenstockwellphotography.com/). |
Apart from meeting a group of wonderful women, the Mum's have also kindly accepted my offer to teach them post-natal Yoga. I am so excited about tomorrow's class as it will be my first class back since having Xavier and I will be teaching Yoga based on my current studies. I have been teaching Bikram Yoga since 2013 and have broadened my horizons to study Viniyoga (purists in this tradition please don't strike me down for calling it "Viniyoga"). I have been completing the 350 hour training over the past year and a half with Leanne Davis (http://www.viniyogaaustralia.com/) and unofficially studying this tradition for the last three years by attending various weekend retreats. This Yoga is based on Patanjali's Yoga Sūtra-s and through my study and practice it has opened my eyes and expanded my mind to a Yoga beyond āsana-s (postures), to viewing Yoga as a way of living and a framework to understand life.
If you can breathe, you can do this Yoga. I know that sounds rudely simplistic, however, that is the beauty of this Breath Focused Yoga - the breath moves the body and the mind follows the breath, the rest will come. What is the rest? It is your individual journey to uncovering your complete potentiality (sounds a bit too good to be true doesn't it?!). TKV Desikachar (teacher in this tradition) says "The success of Yoga does not lie in the ability to perform postures but
in how it positively changes the way we live our life and our
relationships."
Over the next few weeks the goal of our classes will be to bring our attention back to our lower abdomen - an area which undergoes much change during pregnancy and childbirth. By developing a strong exhale technique and using postures that target this area of the body, we will reconnect and rebuild strength here. As per the sūtra-s, each class will always focus on relieving tension in the body and encourage reflection on your practice. So, if you're a Mum or Dad with a bub, and this has piqued your interest, come along on Tuesday. Class is held at Bikram Yoga Kawana Studio (next to 99 Bikes) and will start at 11am, the cost is $10. If you don't have a bub and are interested in exploring this Yoga contact me for a private consultation.
Here is this week's practice for you to continue doing at home. That's right, there are two number 3's...I can blame baby brain and I will be; number 5 is jathara parvrtti parvtti, and number 6 is urdhva prasrta padāsana - my hubby laminated them before I finished (yes I laminate my practices). If you have any questions please feel free to e-mail me or contact me via FaceBook messenger.
Wednesday 16 November 2016
OH to H2O
Well it's been a long time between drinks...I mean posts! Over a year in fact since I last put a rambling on the interweb and let me be cheesy for a moment, how time has flown! So what has inspired me to post now you may ask?! I am nearing the end of successfully completing a New Year's resolution - one year without alcohol. None. Nadda. Zip. Zilch. I have in the past done a year without alcohol with a few "get out of jail free" cards (it was 3 or 4 occasions where I allowed myself to drink that year) and I wanted to up the ante. Why?
In my late 20s there was a couple of key events that changed the trajectory of my life (I know, it sounds dramatic, stay with me!). One of my close friend's took me on a weekend retreat where I was introduced to a book that completely changed my mind's outlook (The 7AHA!s of Highly Enlightened Souls by Mike George) and this little book, along with the introduction to Terry Hawkins, honestly started paving a new way of how I perceived the world. As I started reading more and more I quickly realised that the people I admired, and in particular the women I admired (Lisa Messenger from The Collective for example), didn't drink alcohol. They had given it up...for life!
So, for quite a few years I ruminated on whether I would ever, in my lifetime, give up alcohol completely. It isn't a foreign concept to me, my Dad has virtually been alcohol free since I can remember because of the health of his liver. The reservation on making such a decision like this is because I know what my personality is like and once I make a decision like this I become very stubborn and verge on extreme...
Good friends, and of course my family, know only too well these traits of my personality. I guess for my family one of the events in my life that these two traits came to the fore was in highschool when I got myself four years deep into the consuming eating disorder of anorexia nervosa. Now many, many, many years later this trait of extremism is still with me but the difference is I am aware of it now and mostly use it beneficially (it still catches up with me occasionally).
Enter the impending New Year's Eve of 2015 and as the day drew closer I kept thinking about a year without alcohol. There were a few reasons being tossed around in my head as why this might be a good idea:
For me, the most exciting, and surprising side effect of this resolution, is that I realised what role alcohol played in my life. A couple of months into the new year there were a few Friday nights, where, after a big week at work, I thought to myself "I need a vanilla vodka and ginger beer" (this is my drink of choice and if you haven't tried it, do yourself a favour...or perhaps not, I don't know, I'm confused now as to whether I should be encouraging this or not?!). Of course, in that moment I thought nothing of that thought, it wasn't until a few months after where I stopped feeling the need for alcohol to unwind that I realised I had used it for that purpose. Yes, I used alcohol to celebrate and to be social, but I also used alcohol to manage my stress.
This led me to discover what activities, outside of drinking, helped me manage my stress and bring back that happiness balance in my life. For me these were dancing and singing (a regular occurrence in my car on a Friday afternoon), going to local gigs, going to the movies, catching up with friends over coffee or a meal, and of course yoga and meditation. This has been a truly beautiful discovery for me and I have made so many wonderful memories this year with friends and family doing these activities without the need for alcohol to take the edge off "life" and help make me "happy".
I caught myself just yesterday saying to some people "I am going to sound really boring to you...". And the reason I said this is I had just told them why I don't eat meat (we had ordered Indian and I was struggling dishing up the butter chicken and lamb curry they had ordered, another interesting side effect from embarking on a plant based diet) and then I was explaining why I would not take the wine they were offering me. In that moment I thought to myself "you have to stop apologising for your life choices!" I know that my personality can be extreme, and plenty of people point this out to me and in the past I have agreed with them and said "yeah, I know". But in the last 24 hours I thought "f*@k it", I'm not going to apologise for it if it's not harming me or them.
So as I near the end of this year successfully completing the challenge I set myself, perhaps the realisation above is not only the most suprising to me (who would have thought a year without alcohol would give you this much resolve and self-assurance) it is most welcomed. Three years ago this Boxing Day I decided to take on the label of "vegan" and since then I have had my slip-ups with cheese and have made occasional allowances with "happy eggs". Even typing those words of "slip-ups" and "allowances" seems ridiculous to me. And so, this year has certainly been an unexpected journey which has sprung from something as inane as removing alcohol from my liquid diet. I have realised what role alcohol used to play in my life and also realised that as I start becoming the person I want to be in this life I should be proud rather than feel the need to apologise or explain. So what's on the cards for next year? Hopefully it won't take me a year to let you know. Have a happy and safe festive season xx
In my late 20s there was a couple of key events that changed the trajectory of my life (I know, it sounds dramatic, stay with me!). One of my close friend's took me on a weekend retreat where I was introduced to a book that completely changed my mind's outlook (The 7AHA!s of Highly Enlightened Souls by Mike George) and this little book, along with the introduction to Terry Hawkins, honestly started paving a new way of how I perceived the world. As I started reading more and more I quickly realised that the people I admired, and in particular the women I admired (Lisa Messenger from The Collective for example), didn't drink alcohol. They had given it up...for life!
So, for quite a few years I ruminated on whether I would ever, in my lifetime, give up alcohol completely. It isn't a foreign concept to me, my Dad has virtually been alcohol free since I can remember because of the health of his liver. The reservation on making such a decision like this is because I know what my personality is like and once I make a decision like this I become very stubborn and verge on extreme...
Good friends, and of course my family, know only too well these traits of my personality. I guess for my family one of the events in my life that these two traits came to the fore was in highschool when I got myself four years deep into the consuming eating disorder of anorexia nervosa. Now many, many, many years later this trait of extremism is still with me but the difference is I am aware of it now and mostly use it beneficially (it still catches up with me occasionally).
Enter the impending New Year's Eve of 2015 and as the day drew closer I kept thinking about a year without alcohol. There were a few reasons being tossed around in my head as why this might be a good idea:
- I would never have a hangover the whole of 2016 and I knew that this would feel amazing!
- My liver and body would love me.
- Although I had had some of my most fun nights involving alcohol, almost all of my worst nights involved it as well.
For me, the most exciting, and surprising side effect of this resolution, is that I realised what role alcohol played in my life. A couple of months into the new year there were a few Friday nights, where, after a big week at work, I thought to myself "I need a vanilla vodka and ginger beer" (this is my drink of choice and if you haven't tried it, do yourself a favour...or perhaps not, I don't know, I'm confused now as to whether I should be encouraging this or not?!). Of course, in that moment I thought nothing of that thought, it wasn't until a few months after where I stopped feeling the need for alcohol to unwind that I realised I had used it for that purpose. Yes, I used alcohol to celebrate and to be social, but I also used alcohol to manage my stress.
Enjoying some chocolate coconut ice cream after a one hour float. Ahhhhh, this is bliss and a much different treat to a vanilla vodka and ginger beer! |
This led me to discover what activities, outside of drinking, helped me manage my stress and bring back that happiness balance in my life. For me these were dancing and singing (a regular occurrence in my car on a Friday afternoon), going to local gigs, going to the movies, catching up with friends over coffee or a meal, and of course yoga and meditation. This has been a truly beautiful discovery for me and I have made so many wonderful memories this year with friends and family doing these activities without the need for alcohol to take the edge off "life" and help make me "happy".
I caught myself just yesterday saying to some people "I am going to sound really boring to you...". And the reason I said this is I had just told them why I don't eat meat (we had ordered Indian and I was struggling dishing up the butter chicken and lamb curry they had ordered, another interesting side effect from embarking on a plant based diet) and then I was explaining why I would not take the wine they were offering me. In that moment I thought to myself "you have to stop apologising for your life choices!" I know that my personality can be extreme, and plenty of people point this out to me and in the past I have agreed with them and said "yeah, I know". But in the last 24 hours I thought "f*@k it", I'm not going to apologise for it if it's not harming me or them.
So as I near the end of this year successfully completing the challenge I set myself, perhaps the realisation above is not only the most suprising to me (who would have thought a year without alcohol would give you this much resolve and self-assurance) it is most welcomed. Three years ago this Boxing Day I decided to take on the label of "vegan" and since then I have had my slip-ups with cheese and have made occasional allowances with "happy eggs". Even typing those words of "slip-ups" and "allowances" seems ridiculous to me. And so, this year has certainly been an unexpected journey which has sprung from something as inane as removing alcohol from my liquid diet. I have realised what role alcohol used to play in my life and also realised that as I start becoming the person I want to be in this life I should be proud rather than feel the need to apologise or explain. So what's on the cards for next year? Hopefully it won't take me a year to let you know. Have a happy and safe festive season xx
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